It all went to...

Ever have a day when it all went to ****. You know work caves in at the same time home life does. There you are standing in the middle of the mess and all you want to do is cry. But you can’t. You have to be professional, you have to give guidance. Yeah, that was today.

A long time ago my best friend’s father told me “What God leads to to, he will get you through”. As a young teen it made sense. It was helpful. God wasn’t going to leave me alone with whatever the situation is or was. Sometimes though I wonder how to wave the flag of surrender or why I can’t even run away from home.

Today was rough. Today took my breath away. Tonight I pray as I have for the past four years of this journey for the strength and the patience to go on. Tonight I had my cry. Tonight I wonder how much more do I have to do? But then I remind myself, this is my now this is not my forever. #earlyonsetalz #alz #caregivers #faith #catholic