I still need Mom

Tonight I had a lot on my mind. I was processing so much from the day. You know, one of those that suddenly takes a sharp turn and you wonder how to hold on.

I drove home and at first the book I was listening to was playing. That was too much and I switched to music. That was too much and I drove in silence while trying to process what was in my head. I was turned inside out and my thoughts were all over the place.

I pulled in and Mom was still here. As I entered she asked if I was early or she was late. It didn’t matter. All I needed was the time to talk and have her hear me. I needed her feedback and I needed her to listen to me. Thank you God that with all that is happening in my life, my mom can hear me and reset me. #mom #earlyonsetalz #alz #caregivers #faith #catholic