I needed today

Today was a much, much needed day. I wanted to sleep late and just rest but thoughts in my mind prevented the sleeping in. However the day was just perfect.

I went out on the deck at 10 and came in at 5. At times I just satthere with my eyes closed and listened to the birds squawking, neighborhood kids playing, yards being raked and I just listened and absorbed the sun. I talked to Liz with my eyes closed and relishing the sun. We spent a few hours on the phone something we don’t usually do. After our call I had trouble sitting still and got a new book on my nook. I sat in the sun and read.

Occasionally I came in for a cup or tea or to change the DVD for Joe. Eric and I joked around and still I went back outside. For some reason I can’t just sit still inside but outside with the sun and the sounds I can simply relax and be in the moment. It has been a long few months. Today I am so grateful for a true break. #earlyonsetalz #alz #caregivers #faith #catholic