You never know

You never know when that lift you need is coming.   I have been struggling since Joe’s neurology appointment last week.   I am totally scared of what is to come and what I am facing.  

Tonight and not for the first time, I received a message from someone I have not been in recent contact with.   She told me she is there for us for whatever we need.   

Different people at different times have sent me messages like this.    I cannot express how much this means to me.   The fact that first you thought about us but second you reached out to say you are there.   I cannot put into words how much this means.  

When I am asked what we need, I never know what to say.  I always feel like “I Have no idea”.   But yet I cannot express how much it means that out of nowhere you reached out.   You made contact and you thought of us.   To me that means everything.   I may reach out when I need you.  I may reach out when I am at the end of my rope.   And knowing you are there is invaluable.