Ugh

A few weeks or so ago Deacon Chris gave a Homily that started with the moment your press send on a text or email and then cringe. You realize the message wasn’t what you wanted it to say.

My moment was immediate but it sure came. I sent a message asking for help and let me tell you asking for help isn’t easy for me (ask my coworkers). So I typed the message, quickly pressed send and tried to ignore it. I thought about it, analyzed it, woke up and thought some more.

No three days later I re-read it. Dang. Yes I asked for help but in completely not the way I was asking. It came out all jumbled and just not what I was trying for.

So after having trouble asking for help, the next think I dislike and feeling like an idiot. So today I live with the feeling. The worst part is knowing I will somehow repeat this in the future. At least I am consistent! #earlyonsetalz #alz #caregivers #faith #catholic