I need a nap
This afternoon I was trying to watch a movie but I really needed a nap. I was lying down and so warm and comfortable when I heard Liz come home and I heard the famous words “Where’s mom?” I debated getting up but at the moment just couldn’t. I saw my bedroom door open and then close.
Once I woke up I thought about all the times I would try to take a nap. I thought of all the times I heard “Where’s mom or where’s mommy”. I remember the times my bedroom door was opened and instead of closed someone patted my face or crawled in bed with me. Sometimes all I wanted was just to sleep. Sometimes I would snuggle with that little body who joined me. Sometimes I wished that little body would stop talking or moving around.
At this point in my life I feel I never treasured those moments as much as I should have. I do miss those snuggles. I am so lucky to have littles who are willing to hug me after class or after Mass. There is nothing as special as little arms hugging you.