Downward Trajectory

The downward trajectory continues.   I know we are at the cusp of the worst of this beast.  I know sooner than later we will no longer be able to handle this ourselves.  His coordination is being affected.   He is forgetting to flush.  

 We are at the point of this that I have been dreading and fearing the most.   It’s one thing to forget how to sign your name.    It’s another when toileting and showering are involved.  

Since the pandemic hit, he no longer goes to day care.   Instead Mom, my 76 year old mom, comes and takes care of him while I work.  It was a rough day for them.   I know I am actively losing him and will not have him much longer.   My fear is of losing her as well.  

I spent Divine Mercy today praying about what I need to do and the strength to get through it.  All I have is prayer and faith.