It came with the vows

I told Joe tonight to take a shower.   Regardless of air conditioning it was a hot day and we were all sweating.   I pulled out a clean T-shirt and sweatpants while he gathered underwater and socks.  

He went to shower and came back with sweatpants saying he didn’t know if they were clean or dirty.   They were dirty.  Before I sent him back to get the clean pants, I had him turn his shirt around so it was the right way.    I joked with him and he went along with me.   

He came back with his socks and his pants.   He wasn’t sure about how to put on either.   Again we joked as he put on his socks.   Then unsure, we joked as I made sure his sweats were on the right way.  

I may have joked with him, but inside, I was crying.